"I have some news ( Read more... )

i am trying not to think of you, but you are making is so hard.

and it is totally irrational, totally unexplainable, but fuck you!, i miss you a lot.\

you hate women. which means you hated me. in a weird fucked up way for a while you were my only friend. the one person i had to hold me together and you weren't even here.

it's because i had that dream ( Read more... )

he sings it at karaoke and every time... EVERY time i ache a little bit inside. and i don' tknow why, but that song kills me just a tiny bit each time i hear it ( Read more... )

i have been wanting to write, but it seems the lack of sleep over the past month has caught up with me and i cannot do anything but sleep and work ( Read more... )

That was a choice that I had to make: to love something so strong, it breaks.

Six long years and what's the result? (my marriage?)
I'm burned out, churned out from the growth
and I learned more than I thought I'd ever know, (weariness, disdain)
but I'm a hardened man cut from the same stone as Foucault.

This is the first step that I take: a head ( Read more... )

falling in love is something i am choosing to fully avoid right now ( Read more... )

i love my clients ( Read more... )

my body is still a battleground ( Read more... )

"When it's time, it's time ( Read more... )

i realized today how much i love my job. and how thankful I am for such wonderful people surrounding me. I mentioned that my boyfriend broke up with me, and three women turned around, mouths gaping, and said... "his loss, girl."  and "you are beautiful, who would break up with you?" and "well he obviously doesn't know what he's losing" and all i ( Read more... )